The Hardest Person for a Leader to See Clearly Is Often Themselves
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The Hardest Person for a Leader to See Clearly is Often Themselves
Why self-awareness becomes more difficult as authority increases, and why the most effective leaders deliberately work to overcome their blind spots.
One of the more interesting paradoxes of leadership is that the higher someone rises in an organization, the more difficult it can become for them to see themselves clearly.
Early in our careers, feedback is relatively plentiful. We have supervisors evaluating our performance, colleagues willing to challenge our thinking, and plenty of opportunities to discover what we don't know. We make mistakes, receive criticism, and learn from the consequences. Sometimes the lessons are uncomfortable, but they're generally useful.
As we move into more senior positions, something begins to change. People become more careful about what they say to us. Our opinions carry greater weight. Our decisions are challenged less frequently, at least openly. And behaviors that might have attracted criticism earlier in our careers can gradually become accepted as part of our leadership style.
The irony is that just as our decisions begin affecting more people, we may be receiving less of the candid feedback needed to make those decisions well.
The Blind Spots We Don't Know We Have
Most experienced executives have a reasonably clear understanding of their strengths. They know what helped them succeed, the capabilities others value, and the experiences that shaped their approach to leadership.
But understanding our strengths isn't quite the same as understanding our impact on others.
A leader may see themselves as decisive, while their team experiences them as impatient. What the leader considers high standards may feel like an unwillingness to accept anything short of perfection. Someone who prides themselves on being approachable may have no idea how intimidating their title, personality, or communication style can be.
Neither perspective necessarily tells the whole story. But the difference between how we see ourselves and how others experience us can have a significant impact on organizational performance.
I've seen executives who genuinely believed they encouraged open discussion, yet their teams had learned that disagreeing with the boss rarely ended well. These weren't necessarily bad leaders. In many cases, they were capable, committed people who simply didn't recognize the environment their behavior was creating.
And because nobody was willing to tell them, the behavior continued.
Authority Has a Way of Insulating Us
One of the less-discussed consequences of positional authority is the gradual insulation it can create.
People naturally adjust their behavior around those who influence their careers, compensation, and opportunities. They become more selective about what they share. They may soften bad news, avoid difficult conversations, or wait to see where the leader stands before offering an opinion.
Over time, an executive can find themselves surrounded by people who appear remarkably supportive and agreeable.
That can feel reassuring. It can also be dangerous.
Consider a leadership meeting where the CEO presents a new strategic initiative. Everyone nods. A few questions are asked, but nobody seriously challenges the assumptions. The meeting ends with apparent consensus.
Later, in smaller conversations, the real concerns emerge. The timetable is unrealistic. The organization lacks the necessary capabilities. Several executives privately question whether the initiative will work.
The CEO leaves believing the team is aligned. The team leaves wondering how they'll deliver something they never fully supported.
What's particularly troubling is that the CEO may have no idea this disconnect exists. From their perspective, they invited discussion, listened to the team, and made a decision.
The problem wasn't necessarily a lack of willingness to listen. It was a failure to recognize how their authority influenced what people were willing to say.
Experience Can Become Its Own Limitation
There's another challenge that often accompanies senior leadership: the very experience that made us successful can begin working against us.
After decades of making decisions, solving problems, and navigating difficult situations, executives develop strong instincts. Those instincts are valuable. They're also shaped by assumptions formed in circumstances that may no longer exist.
We begin to recognize patterns quickly, sometimes too quickly. We become confident in our judgment and less inclined to question our initial interpretation of a situation.
A leader who successfully navigated a crisis through tight control may continue using that approach long after the crisis has passed. Someone whose career was built on being the smartest person in the room may struggle to recognize when their expertise is no longer the most relevant.
What once contributed to success can quietly become a constraint on future effectiveness.
The challenge isn't that experienced leaders know too much. It's that they can become less curious about what they might be missing.
Self-Awareness Requires More Than Introspection
We often talk about self-awareness as though it's simply a matter of spending more time reflecting on our behavior. Reflection certainly matters. But there's a limit to how much we can learn about ourselves by examining our own thinking. After all, we're using the same assumptions, interpretations, and personal history that may have contributed to our blind spots in the first place.
Real self-awareness requires understanding not only what we intended, but also what others experienced.
That means being willing to ask questions whose answers may be uncomfortable.
How do people experience me when I'm under pressure? Do I genuinely encourage disagreement, or do people simply know when to stop challenging me? What happens to the quality of discussion when I enter the room? Are there decisions my team should be making that still come back to me? Perhaps the most revealing question an executive can ask is surprisingly simple:
"What's it actually like to work for me?"
Of course, asking the question doesn't guarantee an honest answer. People need evidence that candor will be welcomed rather than punished. That evidence comes from how a leader responds when someone finally says something they don't want to hear.
The Leaders Who Continue to Grow
The executives I've most admired throughout my career weren't necessarily those with the strongest personalities, the most impressive credentials, or even the best track records. They were the ones who remained genuinely curious about their own effectiveness. They understood that leadership isn't simply about the decisions we make or the results we deliver. It's also about the environment we create, the behaviors we encourage, and the effect we have on the people around us.
They actively sought perspectives different from their own. They had trusted colleagues and advisors willing to challenge their assumptions. And when feedback exposed something uncomfortable, they resisted the temptation to immediately explain or defend themselves. None of this required abandoning confidence or authority. In fact, it generally strengthened both. Because there's an important distinction between being confident in your ability to lead and being certain that your view of yourself is accurate. The first is an asset. The second can become a serious liability.
A Final Thought
As leaders, we spend enormous amounts of time evaluating organizational performance, identifying weaknesses, and determining what needs to change. We examine strategies, financial results, operating models, and the capabilities of the people around us.
But how often do we subject our own leadership to that same level of scrutiny?
The higher we rise, the more deliberate we need to become about seeking perspectives that challenge our self-image.
Otherwise, positional authority can gradually create a version of reality in which we're hearing less, questioning less, and becoming increasingly convinced that we understand more than we actually do.
One of the most important responsibilities of leadership is making sure that success doesn't insulate us from the truth about ourselves.
And sometimes, the most valuable leadership development begins not with learning something new, but with discovering something about ourselves that everyone else already knows.
